very very slow internettings

well the only thing i can really do at the moment is blog.. cause doesnt use that much bandwidth =D

anyways i am at a higher point in my career at the moment.. not that im going to get a promotion or anything.. or that im getting somewhere being a waitress, its just.. i've been attracting a certain amount of male customers..
im not complaining about it.. like its pretty nice that im.. 'attractive'
not just that but.. we are getting more customers.. cause they are returning...

and honestly.. the best part is that i have so many funny stories to tell =D

well ever since i've worked in the cafe, i've gotten roses, numbers, some guy made me a paper rose.. some old guy took a photo of me.. and a lot of cheesy flirting..

its pretty funny..


anyways i was just talking to a friend about 'fake friends'
you know those people u hang with jsut cause you have no one else to hang with..
im pretty glad that i have real friends now tho.. no one that just does things for me out of pity or cause they get something out of it..
its still kinda sad that there are people that i know.. and use to hang out with still going through all that shit..

they are complete losers tho
dont know what true friends are cause they are to shallow or stubborn to make any..


another friend also told me that my blog seems more mature now.. i dont think it is.. i just think that all that happiness and imagination i had died..

night all