Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Slow death

I have the hardest time dealing with grief and accepting it is even worse.. But it's not that someone died.. But more like someone isn't in my life as much as they use to..
My friends would have to be one of the most important things in my life because they bring me the most joy and happiness.. Despite everything negative that's happened. They will always be the best..
And i know I do complain a lot about my friends but I would still rather have them around than be a lonely sour lemon..

I miss everything so much.. I miss our little game nights, poker nights and all the random get togethers.. I miss talking on the phone for hours and seeing them the next day for window shopping or coffee..
I miss how together we use to be, when someone had a problem everyone would be there to help, we were just like that..
But I guess that's just how naive back then.. To think something like that would last..

I just miss everyone so much..
People walk in and out of our lives..
I guess I can look back and say these were the greatest moments in my life.. Just being able to share it with these people..






I hope I never forget all these moments :)
But I am grateful for the people I still have around me, they are truly the best..


I'm going to try to start having poker and game nights again :) I don't care if I have to drive people and I don't care how much money I end up spending, It will all be worth it seeing everyone I love together

This time tho, I won't invite the negative people who hates everyone.. Tho that's going to be hard seeing as I'm dating that guy.. Haha
I'll make him stop being negative, lol.. I'll get him drunk! Lol! He stopped being awesome when I stopped letting I'm drink.. (mike was right)