Drop a heart

while cleaning up the shop tonight after a busy day, i swept up a bug which i thought was dead.. but it had a second win and flew away somewhere..
as i continued sweeping, i realised the bug had died again at the very same place.

why bother right??

I was also listening in on the "save the bears" ad on the radio while davie was getting ready..
and it just makes me think of how we should just kill all the people trying to kill animals.. i mean, if they think its alright to do it to animals.. then they should have that view on life for themselves too right?
but then again, they only do it for the money, maybe they have starving children at home.. and maybe they need the money, so i guess if i were to be put in their shoes, it might be tiny bit understandable...
but it still doesnt give anyone right to kill animals.. =/

" Wild animals never kill for sport. Man is the only one to whom the torture and death of his fellow creatures is amusing in itself "- James Anthony Froude, 1886

im not trying to be vegan and try to convert everyone -_- BUT it just seems that humans are so guilty of eating more than they need to survive.. thats why we're fat.. LOL

But in an attempt to try to understand myself even more and also for the sake of boredom.. im going to steal the 30 day challenge from ajays tumbler and do one here for myself =)

i've read of the 30 day challenge but never really took interest in the one i was reading about writing a letter to 30 people in 30 days..

there is so many out there.. so im going to go with..
a written one, the one ajay had on her tumbler

AND cause i obviously cant do some of them im going to chance some =D

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- A few facts about each about ten of your friends.
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one - Talk about your best friend(s)
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

and a photo one i found!

1. Your Facebook profile photo
2. A photo of yourself a year ago
3. A photo that makes you happy
4. A photo of the last place you went on holiday
5. A photo of you
6. A photo that makes you laugh
7. A photo of someone you love
8. A photo of your favorite band/musician
9. A photo of your family
10. A photo of you as a baby
11. A photo of your favorite film(s)
12. A photo of you
13. A photo of your best friend(s)
14. A photo of one of your favorite family members
15. A photo of you and someone you love
16. A photo of you at the last party you went to
17. A drunk photo of you
18. A photo of one of your classes
19. A photo of you on a school trip
20. A photo of something you enjoy doing
21. A photo of you standing up
22. A photo of your town
23. A photo of your friend as a baby
24. A photo of you that your hair looks nice in
25. A photo of a night you loved
26. A photo of your favorite weekend
27. A photo of last summer
28. A photo of what you ate today
29. A photo of someone you find attractive
30. A photo of you when you were happy

it will also give me a very awesome excuse to write more too =)

Soo let me start ^__^

A recent picture of myself, which is also my facebook picture.. and 15 interesting facts about myself.

1.  i dont like eating meat that is in other food (like stir fries and salads), but i can eat steak or chicken wings any day =D and on rare occasions

2. i love to pick at other peoples pimples but hate picking at my own..

3. i love the reaction people get when i tell them a gross story!

4. i hate "big bang theory" with all my heart..

5. im really scared of watching very popular movies... im just not ready to be amazed.. i swear, inception nearly gave me a heart attack..

6. i dont accept people that dont accept me..

7. i am a contradiction to everything i believe in.. so in a way i am my own worse enemy.. 

8. i have a habbit of hording, not as bad as it use to be but its still a reason i have napkins from 8 years ago stored away somewhere..

9. i dont like flowers, but being given them isnt the worse thing ever

10. cute youtube animal video always brightens up my day..

11. i can not sleep without davie in the bed anymore..

12. i never liked the beach till freddy took my to marubra (THATS WHY I LIKE IT!! lol.. its the beach that made me like beaches..)

13. i wish i were better at art..

14. i have flashbacks and deja vu very very often..

15. i think perfection is hard to achieve..


THERE
that was so hard.. and took so fkn long.. -_-
but it will be something to laugh at in 5 years