Friday, July 9, 2010

can i be honest with you?

i know none of these girls will read this but i want to be completely honest with the whole situation that happened during school..
cause i had the strong feeling that everyone in our group hated eachother..
all the bitching that went on behind everyones backs.. 
i tried so a couple of times to secretly prove that fact
i tested us on how well we all knew the other but not being the best friend you go to in the group to bitch about the other one. i wanted us to be real..

right now.. im ignoring all the bad history we had..
and am just remembering how close we were..
it was a nice time.. emailing eachother about our hoilday.. or about people we didnt like.. haha

email from lisa from 2005

hey
i just want to say a big THANK YOu.. just for being my friend.. =]
i have realised.. we are a great bunch of friends and ima proud to be apart of our group cos of the love and warmth we spread amongst eachother..!
haha.. love you!
take kare!
xoxoxoxox

 L є є ѕ α н

man i really miss those days..
tho acutally since i have been going through these photos... it makes me a little distant from dave cause it gives me the creepys.. hahah
he was only a friend back then so im seeing him that way while looking back at all this.. LOL
his passed out on my bed at the moment.. naked..

Yes.. i made you think about it.. MWAHAHAH

but my question is..

is it better to ignor all the negative and see everything positive like a naive little bitch?
or should we just be a stubborn cow and continue living with a hairy grudge on our shoulders...

anyways i gotta meet leanney i havent seen that shortie in so long