It was my brothers brirthday the other day, he finally turned 21, but he wasnt himself, he seemed sad.
it was funny... lol
Anyways, so my dad bought him a cake.
And he wanted to celebrate. He wanted to get my brother to shower after he had finished work and change so we can get some photos. but jaz was too sad? lol
but he sat there, watched the candles melt, melting the cake as well. and my mum decided to eat the cake before my brother was able to cut it.
Then my mum asked me if i was turning 22 this year
Me: no, im already 22
Mum: then how old are you
me: 23
mum: then jaz is 22
me: no, his 21, its on the cake
jaz: we're 2 years apart..
We had to reassure my mum that the 2 kids she gave birth to was 2 years apart.. lol..
Shes not dumb or stupid or anything..
shes just silly.
then when i was driving to coles with dave i told him how i thought about my dog.
nat: Gon is a cutiepie
dave: *gasp* you said i was a cutiepie! tsk..
Lol, over dramatic bitch.. hahahaha
so, i've gone into my next phase again...
im currently obsessed with anime
OBSESSED
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So i wraote all that a couple of days ago, and instead of just continuing and pretending i wrote all this junk in one day, i thought i would separate it because whats going on in my mind lately has completely shifted.
I think the writing is slowly getting to me.
i have this urge to be at home, in front of the computer typing away
or in my bed reading the many books i have or writing in my notebook..
Every moment im away doing something else, i feel like i need to get back home.
But once im home, i am too tired to concentrate properly, because i was tired from work, or too hungry..
i also haent been eating properly lately too. all i had to eat yesterday was cake.
Matty was being a smartass, telling me that if i have cake for my PMS, then it wouldnt make sense cause cake causes fatness and fatness causes more pms LOL!!!
well anyways, i ended up getting myself sick. so now, with so much motivation and strive. i dont have enough energy to concentrate on what i really want to do.
i also want to draw as well.
On a better note tho.
i've got a fan =)
I've been showing some people my story. which i still believe is horribly written, now that i've been reading a lot more books.. i can compare it to what i've writen and get a little sad that i havent found my style yet...
but i havent found my style in anything else i've done neither...
but people seem to enjoy it so far. so i must be doing something right =)
i also ended up getting 2 txt messages, of 2 different people (that dont know each other what so ever), asking if i've written any more chapters.. AT THE SAME TIME!
it was frikin amazing. i wish i screenshot it on my phone before i answered them ahaha.
Anyways, to my point. i've been feeling.. un-nat lately..
and daves noticed it and have stayed away from me lately. and when he isnt, his being extra nice.. he was actually the one that bought me the cake LOL!!
the first book had noodles on the cover................
but i seriously should have read the blurb at the back because its not something i'm keen on reading really......
i think with my stomach too much :(
And before i go, i wanted to add one more odd conversation i had with a friend from tafe.
us talking about our deigning life etc, and i mentioned that i sewed
Gerald: hence the costumes
Nat: way too many costumes, not enough room around the house
Gerald: what a whole wardrobe
Nat: more actually, seriously.. its everywhere..
Gerald: your really a character nats
I thought that was funny....
But seriously.. Dave and i did a giant clean in my room, got rid of a giant bag full of crap. shredded up all our old documents, and all of that crap
And i kept pulling costumes and fabric out from everywhere..
i dont really know what to do with them because i dont want to get rid of them, and they are too tiny to give to anyone else, and too slutty for kids.. HAHAHAH
ohwell. Whenever i ever get my own place, i need my own dungeon. it will be full of costumes, wigs, shoes and lingerie.
and a pole to swing on when im le bored.
i also want my own bathroom too, so i can fill it with olive oil and bath it in all day. =D
One day..
Oh! and for my photography work. i've postponed all of them till after my trip to Fiji!
because i am to gosh darn broke to go anywhere =( so no new pics for a while.
