They have currently told us that there is nothing more they can do..
and this makes me so frustrated because it makes me feel so horribly useless..
i just want to scream out to the whole world and let them know that life shouldn't taken for granted..
i have so much on my mind i want to let out, but i just dont know how to say it, or when i do have the words for it, i forget it afterwards..
so i guess i'll just ramble on about what i do remember.
Life can be taken away so easily. you can be saving up for your dream life style and suddenly there is just no point because you are stuck in a bed waiting to die.
when you die, all the money and things you have wont go with you to heaven or whatever anyone else believes in, and if you were able to trade it all for your life or health, you cant.. it doesnt work that way.
Dont destroy your body and hope that one day when you stop hating the world, the world will give back to you. because it might just do it.. but that's just taking it away from the people who havent spent almost all their lives destroying their own body.
If you arent happy with who you are and what you are doing, change it. if you are healthy now than its not too late to change.
it is not wrong to be confident, just dont be cocky..
Dont wish for life or this world to be a better place, Change it to be better.
Stop complaining about the little things in life.
*sigh* well i should get some sleep.. i've been up all night researching about cancer..
Made my own little fact sheet..
click for larger picture.
death is a sad thing.. it always is..
but when the person you know is suffering before death also, its hard to comprehend.
Just dont let it happen to you.
11 years ago